Scared to look inside myself For fear of what I find Is there something wrong with me? A black and diseased mind Knuckles white and cramping From clinging to the ledge Then letting go, like a clear blue stream I tumble from the edge No fear, or pain, or sudden thud From screaming into hell But beauty, peace, tranquillity This is were I fell Who'd of thought that everything That I've been looking for Was so close always with me Right behind the door