Pettina and Toni,
Thanks so much for your kind wishes. Its definatly a real sucky time
once again but I'm getting there. I must admit that I think I'm
finding it harder than last time. Find myself struggling to get out
of bed as i don't want to have to face any one. As i said, I will get
there.
Toni-I'm so so so so so sorry about my last message to you. I really
wasn't trying to be rude or any thing like that. I know how hard it
is to see other pregnant people and how jealous you feel. i was
exactly the same. I think because i had just had the miscarriage what
I was reading was just hitting the wrong spot. I truly am sorry.
Well, i had better be off. I have an appointment with the doctor and
I need a blood test to test my iron levels ect.
Talk to you all again soon. take care.
liz

--- In as_ap@..., "pettinabeves" <pettinabeves@...>
wrote:
>
> Liz
>
> What can i say?? I am so so so sorry for your loss. It is so unfair
> for you to have to suffer more. I have been thinking of you lots
and
> you will continue to be on my mind. I wish that there was more to
say
> but having had a miscarriage in January i know that nothing much
> matters when u feel the way you do. Please know i am thinking of
you.
>
>
> --- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@> wrote:
> >
> > Hi to all,
> > Well my bad news is that i have had a miscarriage. I was 12
weeks.
> I
> > had to go for an emergency D and C yesterday as I was losing to
> much
> > blood. What can I say, i am a failure as a mother once again. the
> joys
> > of my crappy arse life hey!
> >
> > Pettina- I really hope that all goes well with your pregnancy
this
> time
> > and even though I have just lost yet another much wanted baby I
> wish
> > you all the very best for your future.
> >
> > Toni- I must admit that your post about "every one being
pregnant"
> did
> > upset me abit when I read it but I do understand where you are
> coming
> > from. It is hard to see others pregnant or with new borns and I
use
> to
> > find my self asking why I had to lose our baby and not them but I
> am
> > now past that and am happy with every new born baby I see and
every
> > pregnant woman. I can't hate people because they are happy and I
am
> not.
> > I hope that made sence and I'm not trying to be rude towards you.
i
> > just want to let you know how it makes me feel.
> >
> > I hope that the rest of you are doing well.
> >
> > Take care every one.
> >
> > Liz xoxoxoxox
> >
>