hi liz. i hope you are going o.k. and feeling o.k. i just wanted to
let you know i didn't take your message as rude or anything. and
please don't even worry or feel bad about it, it was your feelings
and your definitly entitled to feel that. i was having a bad day when
i wrote that message anyway but am going o.k. again. i really hope
your going o.k. and get through this set back.
thinking of you. toni

--- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@...> wrote:
>
> Pettina and Toni,
> Thanks so much for your kind wishes. Its definatly a real sucky
time
> once again but I'm getting there. I must admit that I think I'm
> finding it harder than last time. Find myself struggling to get out
> of bed as i don't want to have to face any one. As i said, I will
get
> there.
> Toni-I'm so so so so so sorry about my last message to you. I
really
> wasn't trying to be rude or any thing like that. I know how hard it
> is to see other pregnant people and how jealous you feel. i was
> exactly the same. I think because i had just had the miscarriage
what
> I was reading was just hitting the wrong spot. I truly am sorry.
> Well, i had better be off. I have an appointment with the doctor
and
> I need a blood test to test my iron levels ect.
> Talk to you all again soon. take care.
> liz
>
> --- In as_ap@..., "pettinabeves" <pettinabeves@>
> wrote:
> >
> > Liz
> >
> > What can i say?? I am so so so sorry for your loss. It is so
unfair
> > for you to have to suffer more. I have been thinking of you lots
> and
> > you will continue to be on my mind. I wish that there was more to
> say
> > but having had a miscarriage in January i know that nothing much
> > matters when u feel the way you do. Please know i am thinking of
> you.
> >
> >
> > --- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@> wrote:
> > >
> > > Hi to all,
> > > Well my bad news is that i have had a miscarriage. I was 12
> weeks.
> > I
> > > had to go for an emergency D and C yesterday as I was losing to
> > much
> > > blood. What can I say, i am a failure as a mother once again.
the
> > joys
> > > of my crappy arse life hey!
> > >
> > > Pettina- I really hope that all goes well with your pregnancy
> this
> > time
> > > and even though I have just lost yet another much wanted baby I
> > wish
> > > you all the very best for your future.
> > >
> > > Toni- I must admit that your post about "every one being
> pregnant"
> > did
> > > upset me abit when I read it but I do understand where you are
> > coming
> > > from. It is hard to see others pregnant or with new borns and I
> use
> > to
> > > find my self asking why I had to lose our baby and not them but
I
> > am
> > > now past that and am happy with every new born baby I see and
> every
> > > pregnant woman. I can't hate people because they are happy and
I
> am
> > not.
> > > I hope that made sence and I'm not trying to be rude towards
you.
> i
> > > just want to let you know how it makes me feel.
> > >
> > > I hope that the rest of you are doing well.
> > >
> > > Take care every one.
> > >
> > > Liz xoxoxoxox
> > >
> >
>