Things have been a bit rough and i have had trouble getting out of bed
in the morning due to sickness and the ungodly hour isabella likes to
wake at the moment. This morning she got into Mercy's photo book that
i keep in my bag and got a smack which just snow balled.

She started crying and saying that she "needs mercy" and she "wants
mercy" then preceeded to tell me that she was sad and followed this up
by "Mercy dies Mercy dies".

Needless to say Mummy had a lot of tears too and it was an emotional
start to the day.

When John and I chose to carry to term we askerd how this would affect
Isabella. She was 13months when Mercy was born and we were told that
she would barely remember. Ohhh how my heart broke this morning.

Has anyone else experienced these moments with there kids. Isabella is
only 20 months now