Thank you for taking the time to read my story.
I have just read yours, and it amazes me how similar all of our
situations are when it comes to how we found out.
I can truly understand how you must still feel so raw from it all.
And I can really understand the overwhelming urge to get pregnant
again.
I've been there, and while we all know we are not trying to replace
them, being pregnant again, and going through a 'normal' pregnany,
right to the end, and having a healthy baby, really does help to ease
the pain, and remove some of the shame and guilt associated with not
doing it 'right' with our little angels.
I hope that doesn't sound callous (it sounded so right in my head
LOL), but part of my grief was guilt, and by being able to 'get'
pregnant (I didn't 'fall' I was pushed - sorry IVF joke), then having
such a perfect pregnancy with Jed & Dael, I was healed just a little
more.
I hope both of you girls (yes, you included Lea)have some really good
news soon.
Leigh