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I read your message last night - it was beautiful. I knew that Mercy's birthday was coming up soon, but with everything else going on this week, the date had slipped my mind.
It's beautiful to hear how you spent the day as a family remembering her. I hope that we will find meaningful things to remember Matthew by as the years go on.
I would like to write to you all about Matthew's funeral which was held a few days ago. Will come back to the computer later tonight to try.......
Love Vanessa
--- On Wed, 24/9/08, pettinabeves <pettinabeves@...> wrote:
From: pettinabeves <pettinabeves@...> Subject: [as_ap] Mercy's first Birthday To: as_ap@... Received: Wednesday, 24 September, 2008, 3:50 PM
Well it has already been a year. Where on earth did it go. Happy First Birthday Mercy Grace Beves.
WE let some Balloons go. A gift for her in heaven and spent the day as a family. We will have a dinner and a cake in rememberance of her tonight. I might Baby cupcakes. I thought them fitting considering her size.
Im surprised how well im doing. I feel..... words cant describe but im definitely not falling apart. I guess for us we are lucky that we dont celebrate her birth and mourn her loss on the same day. Tho that doesnt change that she isnt here and i dont miss her like mad. I wanna buy her so many things. Instead we will just buy her a special stake to put n her rose plant.
Sorry anout the rant, just wanted to share my day so far.
Well it has already been a year. Where on earth did it go. Happy First Birthday Mercy Grace Beves. WE let some Balloons go. A gift for her in heaven and spent...
Pettina that wasn't a rant, it was a beautiful proud message from a mum who loves her daughter. Happy belated first birthday to a very special angel in...
Pettina, I'm glad to hear that your doing well with Mercy's 1st birthday. You left such a beautiful message, it bought me to tears. I have also sent her some...
Hi Pettina, I read your message last night - it was beautiful. I knew that Mercy's birthday was coming up soon, but with everything else going on this week,...
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Vanessa, your words for Matthew's funeral were beautiful, as were the many special touches you included on his funeral day. Reading about your feelings,...
Hi Lea, Thanks for your comments and to Pettina too. Today we are at my sister in law's house and they have just left for their holiday in Qld and we are...
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It's so good to be able to write my feelings when there's no-one else around to listen to them! I have found the photo section tonight too and have posted some...
Vanessa I wanted to touch on this last night and forgot to in my tired state. "It all felt way too "normal" a thing to be doing at a time like this. I feel...
Vanessa those photos are beautiful, and is it just me or did Matthew look a lot like his mummy? I totally see you in him love. You have some amazing...
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Dear Lea, Thank you so much for your long replies. I really appreciate your thoughts at this time. Over the last few days I have spent hours at the computer...
Vanessa that was an awesome message, I won't touch on everything now as I am about to get ready to go to a party, but I wanted to talk about the photos you...
Vanessa You are teaching me soo much at this point in my life. I am still to talk to freely about Mercy's life and more importantly my feelings, particularl...
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