Hello everyone,

I am still around. I have been reading all of the posts and Vanessa,
I am very sorry for your loss. He was a beautiful baby. Rest assured
he has many friends with him in all of our angel babies.

I have been getting a little sad and have been reading all of the
posts with a lump in my throat the entire time. I have just joined up
with SANDS (Stillbirth and Neonatal Death Support) which I had been
avoiding ever since Isabell was born. Their newsletters have been
making me extremely emotional as well. Everything seems to be making
me sad of late.

Our playgroup has just welcomed 5 new mums with babies all under 6mths
and most being under 3mths old. I find it extremely hard to even look
at them let alone go over to them. So, I avoid them. (I must seem
crazy to all of the new mums.) I just know that if I spend too much
time with them I will probably break down into a sobbing mess. This
is not a good thing as both of my very good friends are due in the
next couple of months.

We have been trying for another baby which I think is where this is
all stemming from. For some reason it is not happening as easily as
it had with Troy and Isabell.

I recently had a tattoo done for Isabell. One day I will take a photo
of it for you guys to see. So, this is where I'm at at the moment.
Still around but staying quiet until my next burst of chat.

Hope you all keep well
Jenny

--- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@...> wrote:
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> I'd love to know how each of you are doing at the moment, if you get
a
> chance, please come in and give us all an update on how life is
> treating you all.
>
> Lea xxxxxxx
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