The subject heading says it all, I really do find myself blissed out
by the small things.

Today Sage, Nara and I (Arden was left with his Nan) went shopping and
called in on ~Ben~ at the cemetary on our way home. It was so nice
seeing my two girls playing...though this may sound somewhat
strange...on the very patch of grass where Ben lays resting. They
were giggling and singing Ben songs, it was just so precious and made
me feel really fulfilled. It's as good as things can get, as close as
they could be to playing with their brother and it was just special.
Nara told Ben all about watching Playschool and going to her multiple
birth playgroup (with twins just like Nara and Ben she says). We all
looked up at the clouds wizzing by fast in the wind and talked about
how far up heaven is too, and Sage and I talked about the big hug her
baby brother will give her when she joins him in the next life....and
she smiled a happy smile at the thought! Nara kissed one of Ben's
little trinkets goodbye, she thinks it's like kissing him I think.
Ahhh it all felt good.

It sucks getting in the car and leaving...but days like today make him
seem that little less far away.