Hi every one,
How are you all going? Sorry its been ages since i've been on. Every things been
crazy here lately and i hardly get any time to myself. Not alot has been
happening my end. Riley is going really well. He is 4.5mths now and is almost
rolling over. When he's on his belly he pushes right up and looks like he's
gonna take off crawling, it sucks how fast they grow up.

My mothers day was ok i guess. Yesterday would have been Angela's 1st birthday
if we had of continued on with the pregnancy (and if she had come on time). I
felt fine yesterday but today it seems to have gotten the better of me and i've
had a few little cries. Don't get me wrong, i wouldn't trade Riley for the world
but i can't help but wonder what life would be like if she was here. Riley is
the one that keeps me going. It only takes the smallest smile and he makes me
feel so much better, he is my angel in disguise.

Other than that there really isn't any thing going on. Its Matthews 4th birthday
tomorrow, I can hardly believe that this time 4 years ago i was in hospital and
they had just broken my waters to induce labour. In another half hr i would have
had my 1st contraction and in another 6.5hrs time Matthew was born. Where on
earth has the time gone????

I'm in the process of begging Neil for a 4th baby, obviously not just yet but in
a couple of years time i think it would be nice, he's not so keen so i will have
to keep working on him or find a sperm donor *joke* lol.

Well i had best be off before i bore you all to much. Talk to you soon. I'll try
to get on abit more often. Take care every one.

love liz oxoxoxox

Mum to angel baby ***Angela***




--- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Wishing you all a gentle Mother's Day. I know (of course) how many
conflicting emotions can hit us on days like today, and pray that you all find
some quiet time to remember your precious babies who are no longer in your arms,
but forever in your hearts.
>
> I will make some time this week to sit and read through your messages and
catch up on what's happening, I'm sorry I've been so absent and it's not a
reflection at all on how much I care for each and every one of you very special
people.
>
> I'm just heading out to see ~Ben~ at the cemetary with my hubby and kids, it's
a magically warm sunny day here so it's a lovely day for a visit with my little
angel.
>
> Big hugs for you all today and always
>
> Lea xxxxxx
>