Thank you everyone for your kind welcome. I will write
more soon I hope, but in the meantime wanted to say
thank you for your support.
Vanessa



--- Lea <leannec72@...> wrote:

> Vanessa, welcome to AS~AP
>
> I am so sad to read that you are needing the support
> of our group
> during your pregnancy, I dearly hope that you will
> find that we are
> able to give you good counsel as you wade through
> the ups and downs
> of your emotions at this time.
>
> My name is Lea, I'm co-founder of the group.  I gave
> birth to my twin
> son ~Ben~ and his sister Nara on 8 June 2006 at 34
> weeks gestation,
> ~Ben~ survived for 1 hour and 21 minutes and he
> passed away
> peacefully in his daddy's arms.
>
> We live in far northern NSW along with our eldest
> daughter Sage, Nara
> our surviving twin and our rainbow baby Arden.
>
> Please feel free to write and tell us all about
> yourself...feel free
> to ask as many questions and talk as much as you
> need to about your
> feelings, that's what we're here for.
>
> If you feel you might like to talk to me on the
> phone, please send me
> an email and I'll give you a buzz or vice versa.
>
> Lea xxxxxx
>
>



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Its good to hear form you Donna
Been wondering where youhave been the last couple of weeks.
Hope youre doing well.

--- In as_ap@..., Donna Coe <teagan2901@...> wrote:
>
> Yay!!  Great news, I'm so happy for you!! 
> Sorry for the delay in responding.   My stupid computer had
problems and I've finally got the hard drive in and fixed.   
> Please bear with me as I quickly try and catchup on emails and
your news.
> cheers
> Donna
>
>
>
> ----- Original Message ----
> From: pettinabeves <pettinabeves@...>
> To: as_ap@...
> Sent: Tuesday, 6 May, 2008 2:54:47 PM
> Subject: [as_ap] Big Day all Done
>
>
> Well fantastic news. Everything is great. I cried with the relief.
A
> big strong heart beat, extrememly active and a wonderfully big
head.
> Thanks for everyones thoughts today.
>
>
>
>
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address.
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>

Bella is doing much better. Broke out in a measles rash and finally
everything started to settle down.
I am so exhausted though and seem to be struggling to hold it all
together. I miss Mercy Grace so so much and just cant get excited
about this pregnancy. I am so afraid of losing this baby too that i
just cant seem to connect properly. I feel like it is the slowest
pregnancy so far and it will never end. Sorry i am just miserable at
the moment. and i still have another 24 weeks 5days to go....

--- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Petinna, how is Bella doing?
>
> I'm also sorry to read that you're having some trouble with your
> Gram.....the dear oldies can say the worst things without
realising.
> I'll never forget my beloved Nanny basically telling me she didn't
> believe in heaven or the afterlife and therefore couldn't really
> relate to my thoughts on Ben being in God's arms......I just had
to
> smile and accept our differences.
>
> Sorry this is a bit rushed, it's very late and I'm on my way to
bed,
> toothbrush stuffed in mouth.  I'll try to catch up with you all
very
> soon, I've been a bit of a busy girl lately but think of you all
daily
> I promise.
>
> Lots of hugs all round
>
> Lea xxxxxx
>

Hi

I always thought it would be great to meet others. However i live on
the NSW Central Coast.

--- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Hi everyone
>
> I was lucky enough to get together with some members of another
> support group I belong to (for mums of surviving twins) this week,
it
> was so wonderful to be amongst people who had walked a mile in
similar
> shoes and it prompted me to come here and chat about it.
>
> Do any of you live near another member?  Are you interested in
getting
> together for a coffee, a hug, a group meeting?
>
> It's not always feasible, but I can't recommend it enough....hugs
from
> people who know are the best!
>
> So, chat amongst yourselves or on the board, work out where we all
> live and consider a meeting, you'll be glad you did.
>
> Lea xxxxxx
>

Hi all,
Just added some photos.  Just thought I'd let you know that I won't
put any of Isabell on there because she was very small.

Lea, we could meet at Ikea or the Hyperdome as well because the bus
goes right past my house.  Just some other ideas to throw out
there.  If a stranger were trying to hurt me they would have a tough
time getting past my dog!!  My mum can't even get in without some
serious barking from the dog.

Take care guys
Jenny


--- In as_ap@..., Lea Coleman <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Jenny..........I will let you know when I get word about the thing
I need to collect and we can arrange something, I have no problem at
all coming to see you at home if you don't mind a complete stranger
visiting (we aren't really strangers anymore though now that we know
each other through our group are we!).   
>  
> Lea xxxxxx
> Mum to Sage, Nara, angel baby ~Ben~ and rainbow baby Arden
> Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the o'er-
fraught heart and bids it break.  ~William Shakespeare
>  
>
>
>
> ----- Original Message ----
> From: Jenny <jenzi83@...>
> To: as_ap@...
> Sent: Wednesday, 28 May, 2008 5:44:59 PM
> Subject: [as_ap] Re: Meeting other members
>
> Lea,  I live literally a 2 minute drive from lollipops.  What a
> small world.  We usually go there on tuesdays because its free
for
> kids under 2 on that day.  I would be happy to meet up with you
in
> the next few weeks.  The only thing is we only have the one car
and
> my partner takes it to work (he starts work at 5am, otherwise I
> would take him). There are a few places not far from my place we
> could meet that I can walk to or you could come to my place.  Up
to
> you. 
>
> Vanessa, Welcome.  Sorry that you have a need to join this group
but
> we are all super friendly.  I have'nt been here long but they
have
> all been amazing.
>
> Take care all
> Jenny
>
> --- In as_ap@..., Lea Coleman <leannec72@> wrote:
> >
> > Jenny, would you believe I was actually at Lollypop's playland
for
> the get together I mentioned on Monday?  Yep, drove up from
down
> south for a few hours, it was worth the trip. I will be going back
> up to pick something up just around the corner from there in the
> next week or two so perhaps we can meet then?
> >
> >  
> > Lea xxxxxx
> > Mum to Sage, Nara, angel baby ~Ben~ and rainbow baby Arden
> > Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the
o'er-
> fraught heart and bids it break.  ~William Shakespeare
> >  
> >
> >
> >
> > ----- Original Message ----
> > From: Jenny <jenzi83@>
> > To: as_ap@...
> > Sent: Wednesday, 28 May, 2008 2:33:30 PM
> > Subject: [as_ap] Re: Meeting other members
> >
> > Hi,
> > I'm not sure if anyone does live near me.  I live in
Springwood
> in
> > Logan, Qld.  I'm happy to get together with anyone around
here.
> > Take care to all.
> > Jenny
> >
> > --- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@> wrote:
> > >
> > > Hi everyone
> > >
> > > I was lucky enough to get together with some members of
another
> > > support group I belong to (for mums of surviving twins) this
> week,
> > it
> > > was so wonderful to be amongst people who had walked a mile in
> > similar
> > > shoes and it prompted me to come here and chat about it.
> > >
> > > Do any of you live near another member?  Are you interested
in
> > getting
> > > together for a coffee, a hug, a group meeting?
> > >
> > > It's not always feasible, but I can't recommend it
> enough....hugs
> > from
> > > people who know are the best!
> > >
> > > So, chat amongst yourselves or on the board, work out where we
> all
> > > live and consider a meeting, you'll be glad you did.
> > >
> > > Lea xxxxxx
> > >
> >
> >
> >
> > ------------------------------------
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> >
> >
> >
> >
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>
>
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Lea,   I live literally a 2 minute drive from lollipops.  What a
small world.  We usually go there on tuesdays because its free for
kids under 2 on that day.  I would be happy to meet up with you in
the next few weeks.  The only thing is we only have the one car and
my partner takes it to work (he starts work at 5am, otherwise I
would take him). There are a few places not far from my place we
could meet that I can walk to or you could come to my place.  Up to
you.

Vanessa, Welcome.  Sorry that you have a need to join this group but
we are all super friendly.  I have'nt been here long but they have
all been amazing.

Take care all
Jenny

--- In as_ap@..., Lea Coleman <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Jenny, would you believe I was actually at Lollypop's playland for
the get together I mentioned on Monday?  Yep, drove up from down
south for a few hours, it was worth the trip. I will be going back
up to pick something up just around the corner from there in the
next week or two so perhaps we can meet then?
>
>  
> Lea xxxxxx
> Mum to Sage, Nara, angel baby ~Ben~ and rainbow baby Arden
> Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the o'er-
fraught heart and bids it break.  ~William Shakespeare
>  
>
>
>
> ----- Original Message ----
> From: Jenny <jenzi83@...>
> To: as_ap@...
> Sent: Wednesday, 28 May, 2008 2:33:30 PM
> Subject: [as_ap] Re: Meeting other members
>
> Hi,
> I'm not sure if anyone does live near me.  I live in Springwood
in
> Logan, Qld.  I'm happy to get together with anyone around here.
> Take care to all.
> Jenny
>
> --- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@> wrote:
> >
> > Hi everyone
> >
> > I was lucky enough to get together with some members of another
> > support group I belong to (for mums of surviving twins) this
week,
> it
> > was so wonderful to be amongst people who had walked a mile in
> similar
> > shoes and it prompted me to come here and chat about it.
> >
> > Do any of you live near another member?  Are you interested in
> getting
> > together for a coffee, a hug, a group meeting?
> >
> > It's not always feasible, but I can't recommend it
enough....hugs
> from
> > people who know are the best!
> >
> > So, chat amongst yourselves or on the board, work out where we
all
> > live and consider a meeting, you'll be glad you did.
> >
> > Lea xxxxxx
> >
>
>
>
> ------------------------------------
>
> Yahoo!7 Groups Links
>
>
>
>
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address.
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>

Hello every one,
How are you all doing today???? Its raining here and is so so
miserable. I live in Gladstone QLD and would definatly love to meet
all of you wonderful people. I don't think that any one lives really
close to me. I am about a 6hr drive north of Brisbane.

Welcome Vanessa, i'm so sorry that you have the need to join this
group. I hope that we can all give you the support that you need.
this group done wonders for me, i don't think i would have got
through with out it.

Tammie, where are you. i was just wondering the other day where you
have gone and now Lea is calling out for you. Please pop in and say
hi!!!!!

Well, my kids are being horrible today. Damn rainy weather, drives
them mad to be locked up inside all day. I think that i had better go
and get the paints or some thing out for them before they destroy my
house even more.

Take care every one, talk again soon.

Liz xoxoxoxoxoxo

P.S. I'm real sorry about my boring post the other night

--- In as_ap@..., Lea Coleman <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Jenny, would you believe I was actually at Lollypop's playland for
the get together I mentioned on Monday?  Yep, drove up from down
south for a few hours, it was worth the trip. I will be going back up
to pick something up just around the corner from there in the next
week or two so perhaps we can meet then?
>
>  
> Lea xxxxxx
> Mum to Sage, Nara, angel baby ~Ben~ and rainbow baby Arden
> Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the o'er-
fraught heart and bids it break.  ~William Shakespeare
>  
>
>
>
> ----- Original Message ----
> From: Jenny <jenzi83@...>
> To: as_ap@...
> Sent: Wednesday, 28 May, 2008 2:33:30 PM
> Subject: [as_ap] Re: Meeting other members
>
> Hi,
> I'm not sure if anyone does live near me.  I live in Springwood in
> Logan, Qld.  I'm happy to get together with anyone around here.
> Take care to all.
> Jenny
>
> --- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@> wrote:
> >
> > Hi everyone
> >
> > I was lucky enough to get together with some members of another
> > support group I belong to (for mums of surviving twins) this
week,
> it
> > was so wonderful to be amongst people who had walked a mile in
> similar
> > shoes and it prompted me to come here and chat about it.
> >
> > Do any of you live near another member?  Are you interested in
> getting
> > together for a coffee, a hug, a group meeting?
> >
> > It's not always feasible, but I can't recommend it enough....hugs
> from
> > people who know are the best!
> >
> > So, chat amongst yourselves or on the board, work out where we
all
> > live and consider a meeting, you'll be glad you did.
> >
> > Lea xxxxxx
> >
>
>
>
> ------------------------------------
>
> Yahoo!7 Groups Links
>
>
>
>
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>

Hi,
I'm not sure if anyone does live near me.  I live in Springwood in
Logan, Qld.  I'm happy to get together with anyone around here.
Take care to all.
Jenny

--- In as_ap@..., "Lea" <leannec72@...> wrote:
>
> Hi everyone
>
> I was lucky enough to get together with some members of another
> support group I belong to (for mums of surviving twins) this week,
it
> was so wonderful to be amongst people who had walked a mile in
similar
> shoes and it prompted me to come here and chat about it.
>
> Do any of you live near another member?  Are you interested in
getting
> together for a coffee, a hug, a group meeting?
>
> It's not always feasible, but I can't recommend it enough....hugs
from
> people who know are the best!
>
> So, chat amongst yourselves or on the board, work out where we all
> live and consider a meeting, you'll be glad you did.
>
> Lea xxxxxx
>

Jenny, I read your file after you posted it, man I was bawling my eyes
out, so beautiful.

Isn't it cathartic to sit and write and remember, it seems many of us
are in such a bloody spin during our birth experiences and beyond that
it takes some time to go back and truly remember, I know that the
times I've done it I have felt physically worn out from the emotional
reaction I have...it's great, so healthy even if it hurts as it's
happening.

Lea xxxxxx

Tammie, how are you doing hon, been very quiet and I'm sure having a
new little man in the house is keeping you busy.....pop in and say hi
sometime love.

Lea

Petinna, how is Bella doing?

I'm also sorry to read that you're having some trouble with your
Gram.....the dear oldies can say the worst things without realising.
I'll never forget my beloved Nanny basically telling me she didn't
believe in heaven or the afterlife and therefore couldn't really
relate to my thoughts on Ben being in God's arms......I just had to
smile and accept our differences.

Sorry this is a bit rushed, it's very late and I'm on my way to bed,
toothbrush stuffed in mouth.  I'll try to catch up with you all very
soon, I've been a bit of a busy girl lately but think of you all daily
I promise.

Lots of hugs all round

Lea xxxxxx

Hi everyone

I was lucky enough to get together with some members of another
support group I belong to (for mums of surviving twins) this week, it
was so wonderful to be amongst people who had walked a mile in similar
shoes and it prompted me to come here and chat about it.

Do any of you live near another member?  Are you interested in getting
together for a coffee, a hug, a group meeting?

It's not always feasible, but I can't recommend it enough....hugs from
people who know are the best!

So, chat amongst yourselves or on the board, work out where we all
live and consider a meeting, you'll be glad you did.

Lea xxxxxx

Vanessa, welcome to AS~AP

I am so sad to read that you are needing the support of our group
during your pregnancy, I dearly hope that you will find that we are
able to give you good counsel as you wade through the ups and downs
of your emotions at this time.

My name is Lea, I'm co-founder of the group.  I gave birth to my twin
son ~Ben~ and his sister Nara on 8 June 2006 at 34 weeks gestation,
~Ben~ survived for 1 hour and 21 minutes and he passed away
peacefully in his daddy's arms.

We live in far northern NSW along with our eldest daughter Sage, Nara
our surviving twin and our rainbow baby Arden.

Please feel free to write and tell us all about yourself...feel free
to ask as many questions and talk as much as you need to about your
feelings, that's what we're here for.

If you feel you might like to talk to me on the phone, please send me
an email and I'll give you a buzz or vice versa.

Lea xxxxxx

HI

Bella has been really sick with something that we dont know what it
is but has terrible temps and is just miserable therefore mummy is
not getting much sleep.

I thought the same about the lady at the shops. People need to learn
to keep there mouths shut. That includes family at times. I have had
problems with my Gram dealing with Mercy Grace and she has said some
horrible things without even realising it.

im heading off for a lie down whilst bella is sleeping and John is
heading to the shops so ill have peace and quiet.

pettina

--- In as_ap@..., "Jenny" <jenzi83@...> wrote:
>
> Hey Everyone,
> Just checking in to see how everyone is.  I have caught the flu
even
> though I had my flu vaccine 3 weeks ago.  I was meant to go to
> dreamworld tomorrow with a friend but now I have to postpone.
> Thought I'd go to dreamworld since I haven'nt been for a few years
> and I'm not pregnant so now I can go.  Also, if I wait til Troy's
> older I will have to take him too.  Im a big kid myself.
>
> Liz- I read about the lady abusing you in the shops.  HOW RUDE!!
I
> can't stand people that put there opinion where it is not asked.
My
> mum was abusive when I was growing up and I wished that she would
> only give me a smack when I was in trouble.  It is the parents
> choice to give their child a smack or not.  Also I think your soon
> to be sister in law sounds like a cow.  Not very nice to be saying
> those things to you about not having any more kids.  Sometimes you
> can't pick your family.
>
> We are taking Troy to the Playschool concert next week.  I have
> never taken him to a show so we will see how it goes.  Hopefully
he
> does'nt run onto the stage and start hugging them all or something
> like that.  I hope they have barriers.
> Anyways, enough from me, I could go on forever.
> Take care all, Jenny
>
>
> --- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@> wrote:
> >
> > Hello all my lovely people,
> > If you couldn't tell by the subjest of this message I am
> bored!!!!!
> > Neil is at work and the kids are sleeping and now i have no one
to
> > talk too. It looks like no ones online here either so i guess
that
> i
> > will go talk to myself,lol. Yes i know its a sign of insanity
but
> > i've known i'm crazy for a long time,lol. Its not even that i
have
> > alot to say coz i don't but i just wanna talk about some thing,
> any
> > thing to kill the time. I always have trouble sleeping when
neils
> on
> > night shift and being this bored doesn't help. I could always go
> > clean my house but nah, its only gonna get all dirty again
> tomorrow.
> > I'm so hungry that i'm currently eating a packet of iced vovo's.
I
> am
> > half way though already and i've only been going for a few
> minutes.
> > This little jelly bean makes me so sick all day and the so
hungry
> all
> > night. I only just ate dinner an hour ago and i had a huge peice
> of
> > lasagne and now here i am talking to myself eating a pak of
> > biscuits,lol. What can i say i'm a crazy pig. Hmmmmm what else
can
> i
> > bore you all with??? Let me think, there has to be some
> thing........
> > i went and done a very small amount of shopping today and Matty
> was
> > soooooooo naughty. i ended up giving him a smack coz it didn't
> matter
> > what i said or done he just wouldn't listen to me. i then had
some
> > lady come and abuse me for smacking him. I told her to take him
> for a
> > few hours and then tell me what she would have done. ARGGGGG its
> not
> > as if I was abusing him, it was just a little tap to get him
back
> in
> > order and it worked. I couldn't exactly do the naughty corner in
> the
> > middle of the shopping centre. We are going to Dalby in a few
> weeks
> > time for neils brothers 30th b'day party. I am not loking
forward
> to
> > it at all. Mainly because my sister-in-law to be will be there
are
> > she drives me mad. She's the type who thinks shes knows every
> thing
> > about every thing and she's always right (NOT). She tries to
tell
> me
> > how i should be raising my kids and that every thing i do is
> wrong.
> > After we lost Angela to anen and then had the miscarriage in
march
> > she told me that i shouldn't try to have any more kids as its
just
> > not meant to be, I just really can't stand her. So yeah not
> looking
> > forward to it. At least i get out of going to neils mum and dads
> for
> > christmas now. I think driving 6 hours only a week before i'm
due
> > isn't a smart idea. Well, apparently a certain little monkey
named
> > Matthew isn't asleep after all and is now eating my biscuits so
i
> had
> > better go and fight him for them, lol. Hope my boring post
didn't
> > bore you all too much,lol. Take care every one.
> > love liz xoxoxoxox
> >
>

Hey Everyone,
Just checking in to see how everyone is.  I have caught the flu even
though I had my flu vaccine 3 weeks ago.  I was meant to go to
dreamworld tomorrow with a friend but now I have to postpone.
Thought I'd go to dreamworld since I haven'nt been for a few years
and I'm not pregnant so now I can go.  Also, if I wait til Troy's
older I will have to take him too.  Im a big kid myself.

Liz- I read about the lady abusing you in the shops.  HOW RUDE!!  I
can't stand people that put there opinion where it is not asked.  My
mum was abusive when I was growing up and I wished that she would
only give me a smack when I was in trouble.  It is the parents
choice to give their child a smack or not.  Also I think your soon
to be sister in law sounds like a cow.  Not very nice to be saying
those things to you about not having any more kids.  Sometimes you
can't pick your family.

We are taking Troy to the Playschool concert next week.  I have
never taken him to a show so we will see how it goes.  Hopefully he
does'nt run onto the stage and start hugging them all or something
like that.  I hope they have barriers.
Anyways, enough from me, I could go on forever.
Take care all, Jenny


--- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@...> wrote:
>
> Hello all my lovely people,
> If you couldn't tell by the subjest of this message I am
bored!!!!!
> Neil is at work and the kids are sleeping and now i have no one to
> talk too. It looks like no ones online here either so i guess that
i
> will go talk to myself,lol. Yes i know its a sign of insanity but
> i've known i'm crazy for a long time,lol. Its not even that i have
> alot to say coz i don't but i just wanna talk about some thing,
any
> thing to kill the time. I always have trouble sleeping when neils
on
> night shift and being this bored doesn't help. I could always go
> clean my house but nah, its only gonna get all dirty again
tomorrow.
> I'm so hungry that i'm currently eating a packet of iced vovo's. I
am
> half way though already and i've only been going for a few
minutes.
> This little jelly bean makes me so sick all day and the so hungry
all
> night. I only just ate dinner an hour ago and i had a huge peice
of
> lasagne and now here i am talking to myself eating a pak of
> biscuits,lol. What can i say i'm a crazy pig. Hmmmmm what else can
i
> bore you all with??? Let me think, there has to be some
thing........
> i went and done a very small amount of shopping today and Matty
was
> soooooooo naughty. i ended up giving him a smack coz it didn't
matter
> what i said or done he just wouldn't listen to me. i then had some
> lady come and abuse me for smacking him. I told her to take him
for a
> few hours and then tell me what she would have done. ARGGGGG its
not
> as if I was abusing him, it was just a little tap to get him back
in
> order and it worked. I couldn't exactly do the naughty corner in
the
> middle of the shopping centre. We are going to Dalby in a few
weeks
> time for neils brothers 30th b'day party. I am not loking forward
to
> it at all. Mainly because my sister-in-law to be will be there are
> she drives me mad. She's the type who thinks shes knows every
thing
> about every thing and she's always right (NOT). She tries to tell
me
> how i should be raising my kids and that every thing i do is
wrong.
> After we lost Angela to anen and then had the miscarriage in march
> she told me that i shouldn't try to have any more kids as its just
> not meant to be, I just really can't stand her. So yeah not
looking
> forward to it. At least i get out of going to neils mum and dads
for
> christmas now. I think driving 6 hours only a week before i'm due
> isn't a smart idea. Well, apparently a certain little monkey named
> Matthew isn't asleep after all and is now eating my biscuits so i
had
> better go and fight him for them, lol. Hope my boring post didn't
> bore you all too much,lol. Take care every one.
> love liz xoxoxoxox
>

Hello all my lovely people,
If you couldn't tell by the subjest of this message I am bored!!!!!
Neil is at work and the kids are sleeping and now i have no one to
talk too. It looks like no ones online here either so i guess that i
will go talk to myself,lol. Yes i know its a sign of insanity but
i've known i'm crazy for a long time,lol. Its not even that i have
alot to say coz i don't but i just wanna talk about some thing, any
thing to kill the time. I always have trouble sleeping when neils on
night shift and being this bored doesn't help. I could always go
clean my house but nah, its only gonna get all dirty again tomorrow.
I'm so hungry that i'm currently eating a packet of iced vovo's. I am
half way though already and i've only been going for a few minutes.
This little jelly bean makes me so sick all day and the so hungry all
night. I only just ate dinner an hour ago and i had a huge peice of
lasagne and now here i am talking to myself eating a pak of
biscuits,lol. What can i say i'm a crazy pig. Hmmmmm what else can i
bore you all with??? Let me think, there has to be some thing........
i went and done a very small amount of shopping today and Matty was
soooooooo naughty. i ended up giving him a smack coz it didn't matter
what i said or done he just wouldn't listen to me. i then had some
lady come and abuse me for smacking him. I told her to take him for a
few hours and then tell me what she would have done. ARGGGGG its not
as if I was abusing him, it was just a little tap to get him back in
order and it worked. I couldn't exactly do the naughty corner in the
middle of the shopping centre. We are going to Dalby in a few weeks
time for neils brothers 30th b'day party. I am not loking forward to
it at all. Mainly because my sister-in-law to be will be there are
she drives me mad. She's the type who thinks shes knows every thing
about every thing and she's always right (NOT). She tries to tell me
how i should be raising my kids and that every thing i do is wrong.
After we lost Angela to anen and then had the miscarriage in march
she told me that i shouldn't try to have any more kids as its just
not meant to be, I just really can't stand her. So yeah not looking
forward to it. At least i get out of going to neils mum and dads for
christmas now. I think driving 6 hours only a week before i'm due
isn't a smart idea. Well, apparently a certain little monkey named
Matthew isn't asleep after all and is now eating my biscuits so i had
better go and fight him for them, lol. Hope my boring post didn't
bore you all too much,lol. Take care every one.
love liz xoxoxoxox

Hey Liz,
I am so happy to hear that it was good news, and possibly twins, how
exciting.  Hope you are feeling well, not too many pregnancy
symptoms.
Jenny

--- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@...> wrote:
>
> Good evening to every one,
> How is every one on this fine wednesday night? I hope that every
one
> is doing well.
>
> Sorry i'm a little late in letting you all know how my scan went.
> Every thing seemed really great. I am 7wks and 4days, which makes
me
> due on the 3rd of Jan. Bub measured 1.5cm long and had a heart
rate
> of 145bpm. There was a little some thing extra though. Don't get
too
> excited coz its not confirmed (i'm trying hard not too) but there
is
> a possibilty that it might be twins. The fella doing my scan said
> that there are 3 choices. It could be twins, it could be 1 live
twin
> and 1 deceased or it could be an old bleed. He really couldn't
give
> me a proper answer because of where this little mystery was
laying.
> he reckons that he couldn't get a close enough look to know for
sure
> so now i have to wait until my 12wk scan to find out. This is
going
> to drive me mad!!!!! I highly doubt that it will turn out to be
twins
> but its still a nice thought. He also said that if its an old
bleed
> and it won't affect the baby and not to panic if i have some light
> spotting. So, thats my goss for the day. I had better be off so i
can
> get a certain little man off to sleep. he had a late sleep again
> today so he's running around like a mad man at the moment. At
least
> Taliah is a good girl for me. Take care every one. Talk to you all
> again soon.
> Liz xoxoxoxoxoxoox
>

Liz

That is just fantastic news and i am soo happy for you. It must of
been soo nice to see that wonderful heart beat.

--- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@...> wrote:
>
> Good evening to every one,
> How is every one on this fine wednesday night? I hope that every
one
> is doing well.
>
> Sorry i'm a little late in letting you all know how my scan went.
> Every thing seemed really great. I am 7wks and 4days, which makes
me
> due on the 3rd of Jan. Bub measured 1.5cm long and had a heart
rate
> of 145bpm. There was a little some thing extra though. Don't get
too
> excited coz its not confirmed (i'm trying hard not too) but there
is
> a possibilty that it might be twins. The fella doing my scan said
> that there are 3 choices. It could be twins, it could be 1 live
twin
> and 1 deceased or it could be an old bleed. He really couldn't
give
> me a proper answer because of where this little mystery was
laying.
> he reckons that he couldn't get a close enough look to know for
sure
> so now i have to wait until my 12wk scan to find out. This is
going
> to drive me mad!!!!! I highly doubt that it will turn out to be
twins
> but its still a nice thought. He also said that if its an old
bleed
> and it won't affect the baby and not to panic if i have some light
> spotting. So, thats my goss for the day. I had better be off so i
can
> get a certain little man off to sleep. he had a late sleep again
> today so he's running around like a mad man at the moment. At
least
> Taliah is a good girl for me. Take care every one. Talk to you all
> again soon.
> Liz xoxoxoxoxoxoox
>

Good evening to every one,
How is every one on this fine wednesday night? I hope that every one
is doing well.

Sorry i'm a little late in letting you all know how my scan went.
Every thing seemed really great. I am 7wks and 4days, which makes me
due on the 3rd of Jan. Bub measured 1.5cm long and had a heart rate
of 145bpm. There was a little some thing extra though. Don't get too
excited coz its not confirmed (i'm trying hard not too) but there is
a possibilty that it might be twins. The fella doing my scan said
that there are 3 choices. It could be twins, it could be 1 live twin
and 1 deceased or it could be an old bleed. He really couldn't give
me a proper answer because of where this little mystery was laying.
he reckons that he couldn't get a close enough look to know for sure
so now i have to wait until my 12wk scan to find out. This is going
to drive me mad!!!!! I highly doubt that it will turn out to be twins
but its still a nice thought. He also said that if its an old bleed
and it won't affect the baby and not to panic if i have some light
spotting. So, thats my goss for the day. I had better be off so i can
get a certain little man off to sleep. he had a late sleep again
today so he's running around like a mad man at the moment. At least
Taliah is a good girl for me. Take care every one. Talk to you all
again soon.
Liz xoxoxoxoxoxoox

Liz

Ill be thinking of you tomorrow morning as you go for your scan. I
ma glad its in the morning as you wont have as long in the day to
think about it.
Good luck

Pettina


--- In as_ap@..., "Elizabeth" <epsmith@...> wrote:
>
> Hello to all,
> Pettina- my scan is it 11am on wednesday. I am starting to get
> excited but am trying to stop myself as i don't want to be
> disapointed again if any thing happens. I will try to come on
> wednesday afternoon or wednesday night to let you know how every
> thing went.
>
> Jenny- i just read your story and it brought me to tears. Its
funny
> how us mothers have a 6th sence and we some times just know when
some
> things wrong. I am so sorry that you had to go though this. Just
know
> that we are all always here if you need to have a vent. this group
> has been such a great support for me and I love every one in here.
>
> Well, as usual these kids of mine are being little terrors and
> driving me mad. Matty refused to have a sleep today so i have
missed
> out on my hour of peace and quiet. At least he'll be asleep nice
and
> early tonight so that will be nice.
>
> i have about another 3 loads of washing to do so i had better be
off
> so i can get it all finished. take care every one. Talk to you all
> again soon.
>
> liz xoxoxoxoxoxox
>

Hello to all,
Pettina- my scan is it 11am on wednesday. I am starting to get
excited but am trying to stop myself as i don't want to be
disapointed again if any thing happens. I will try to come on
wednesday afternoon or wednesday night to let you know how every
thing went.

Jenny- i just read your story and it brought me to tears. Its funny
how us mothers have a 6th sence and we some times just know when some
things wrong. I am so sorry that you had to go though this. Just know
that we are all always here if you need to have a vent. this group
has been such a great support for me and I love every one in here.

Well, as usual these kids of mine are being little terrors and
driving me mad. Matty refused to have a sleep today so i have missed
out on my hour of peace and quiet. At least he'll be asleep nice and
early tonight so that will be nice.

i have about another 3 loads of washing to do so i had better be off
so i can get it all finished. take care every one. Talk to you all
again soon.

liz xoxoxoxoxoxox

Thankyou all for being so welcoming.  I tried to type up my story as
correctly as I could remember.  Must admit, I had'nt thought about it
so intensely since it all happened.  I think I read that a few of you
have children around Troys age.  At least we can all chat about any
issues with any of our other children.  The only problem I have with
Troy is that he is so on the go all the time.  At least that gives me
a lot to do.  Talk to you all soon.  Thinking of you on wednesday Liz.


--- In as_ap@..., "pettinabeves" <pettinabeves@...>
wrote:
>
> Jenny
>
> You did such a wonderful job of typing your story and am glad you
were
> able to spend some time holding your little girl.
>
> My isabella is only five days younger than trOY.
>
> Pettina
>

Jenny

You did such a wonderful job of typing your story and am glad you were
able to spend some time holding your little girl.

My isabella is only five days younger than trOY.

Pettina

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